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<title><![CDATA[Freedom! Joyous Noise Unto The Lord by WalKnDude]]></title>
<link>http://walkndude.wordpress.com/?p=3809</link>
<pubDate>Mon, 13 Oct 2008 17:08:10 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>walkndude</dc:creator>
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<link>http://dahhhrabbit.wordpress.com/?p=24</link>
<pubDate>Mon, 13 Oct 2008 16:19:37 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>dahrabbit</dc:creator>
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~ Comicul ne salveaza de cele mai multe ori&#8230; ~
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<p>~ Comicul ne salveaza de cele mai multe ori... ~</p>
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<title><![CDATA[Parents puzzled by extra school fees]]></title>
<link>http://baovietnam.wordpress.com/2008/10/13/parents-puzzled-by-extra-school-fees/</link>
<pubDate>Mon, 13 Oct 2008 12:23:07 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>Viet Nam</dc:creator>
<guid>http://baovietnam.da.wordpress.com/2008/10/13/parents-puzzled-by-extra-school-fees/</guid>
<description><![CDATA[HCM CITY — As children returned to school this autumn after a carefree three-month holiday, though]]></description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">HCM CITY — As children returned to school this autumn after a carefree three-month holiday, though primary education in Viet Nam is free, parents began to worry about extra fees charged by their schools.</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">Bich Ha, whose son attends Ky Dong Primary School in District 3, HCM City, complains that at the beginning of this schoolyear she had to pay for a series of things including insurance, school infrastructure fees, medical care and photocopying learning material. The total cost reaches VND800,000 (US$50).</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">The school recently called upon parents to pay an additional "voluntary contribution," one example being a fee to pay a governess to take care of children at lunch.</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" color="#000080" size="4"><B>Up the wall</B></FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">"Too many categories to pay drive me up the wall," said Ha. In Viet Nam, primary education is free.</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">A woman with a daughter at Ben Thanh Kindergarten said she paid a total of VND1.4 million ($87) a few days ago and now she is required to pay an additional VND250,000 ($15) for computer installation.</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">Some parents think schools are taking advantage of their ignorance over the city Education and Training Department’s regulations to initiate extra fees.</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">At Doan Thi Diem High School in District 3, a mother wonders why she has to pay VND50,000 ($3) to photocopy her child’s learning materials after she had already contributed money to buy photocopy machines.</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">At another high school in Tan Binh District, students’ parents are required to make an annual "voluntary contribution" to construct the school’s swimming pool.</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">"When my eldest son was in 10th grade I paid for the swimming pool. Now he’s a third-year university student, but parents who have children at the school are still paying for that swimming pool," Thuy said.</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">Thuy went on to say that even though the contribution by each student is small, the sum is significant when multiplied by the 3,000 students attending the school. Often parents aren’t even informed how the money is spent.</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">According to Huynh Cong Minh, Director of HCM City’s Department of Education, school fees and contri-butions for infrastructure are used to support teaching and improve teaching materials.</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">Regarding extra fees, Minh explains that schools are permitted to require extra contributions from parents, but fees must be used appropriately and be within the parameters set by the department.</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">While there are no strict rules regarding school fees, the extra money is still a pressing problem for parents. —</p>
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<title><![CDATA[Sex in the Park by WalKnDude]]></title>
<link>http://walkndude.wordpress.com/?p=3787</link>
<pubDate>Mon, 13 Oct 2008 10:48:57 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>walkndude</dc:creator>
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Sex in the Park by WalKnDude » Planet Netopia

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<title><![CDATA[Better late than never - Herman Wouters interview!]]></title>
<link>http://melaniecaitlin.wordpress.com/?p=252</link>
<pubDate>Sun, 12 Oct 2008 19:12:30 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>MELANIE CAITLIN</dc:creator>
<guid>http://melaniecaitlin.da.wordpress.com/2008/10/12/better-late-than-never-herman-wouters-interview/</guid>
<description><![CDATA[Hey guys,
I know it’s late, but remember when I praised Herman Wouters into heaven? Well I did an ]]></description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Hey guys,</p>
<p>I know it’s late, but remember when I praised Herman Wouters into heaven? Well I did an interview with him ages ago and I finally came round to putting it up. So please give this guy a chance, read the interview and praise him the way I do.</p>
<p><strong>MELANIE CAITLIN INTERVIEWS HERMAN WOUTERS</strong></p>
<p>Herman Wouters, photojournalist for Dutch papers like Trouw as well as international ones like The New York Times, agreed to meet me at a cafe somewhere in the centre of Haarlem, The Netherlands. For nearly an hour we'd talk about every aspect of his life.</p>
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<p>Wouters once started as an artist on the academy for arts. After having spent all his time in galleries, he decided this was not the job for him. When people took more interest in his photography he decided to permanently stop with art. He invested in a professional camera and set himself a goal: being able to live off of his photography within a year or two. I tell him my goal is similar. I want people, all over the world, to know my name in four years time. "That's healthy ambition" he tell me enthusiastically. "It is very important to have connections. People need to know you exist." he says when I ask him how one rolls into business the way he did. "I never would have dreamed I'd end up with The New York Times. I thank every bit of it to my agency 'Hollands Hoogte. Eight years ago or so they received some foreign assignments. They picked me among some others to take on The New York Times. After the Jayson Blaire scandal, I was the only one to stay and receive a contract."</p>
<p>I understand that it helps an amazing amount to be signed to an agency and ask Wouters how he ended up at his. "Agencies don't go out looking for people, you have to be out there yourself. I used to go around with an old school paper portfolio. Now it can easily be done online, on your own website." This doesn't convince me just yet. There are millions of people out there that put their photos on the net. How do I still stand out? "How did you find me?" Wouters suddenly asks. "Well, I knew your name from photos I saw in Trouw.." I tell him, slightly surprised. "Exactly! That's exactly how things go" he shouts out.</p>
<p>"I've had a look at your website, you do a lot of live shots, don't you?" he asks. "Yes, that's right" I tell him. "Besides live shots I also love photographing strangers. I adore the moments people normally run past. I keep my eyes open at all times and take photos at the most random moments!" Wouters smiles and says "To me, that seems like a great strategy." After all of his praise I wonder what it takes to be a good photojournalist. "It's important you're well informed. You need to know what's going on. With that said, you need to be confident, not give a damn about what others say and work towards a goal at all times. And you, you should definitely continue doing what you're doing right now!" he tells me.</p>
<p>I, still flabbergasted by what has just been said, ask Wouters what an ordinary day in the life of Herman Wouters looks like. "I have about three assignments on an ordinary day. And see, when I'm there, I'm not there for myself but for I don't know how many people who read the paper. One way or another, I have to show them what something is about. My photos have to describe stories, a certain event" Wouters says. "Now internet's arrived, news has become more broad. Nowadays, it would be extremely difficult to work without the internet in my profession. I still remember sending contact sheets and film to New York, back in the days. All I have to do, right now, is press two buttons and I'm done. Thank goodness." In my opinion no one takes journalism seriously any more. Doesn't he agree at all? "The big mass never took it seriously to begin with. So I'm safe to say not much has changed" he says.</p>
<p>Herman Wouters appears to be a confident man. It seems like he's accomplished everything he's ever wished for. Has he never felt unwanted at some point in his career? "Of course I've felt like that" he tells me. "My agency, Hollands Hoogte, turned me down at first. They thought my work wasn't what it could be just yet and told me to come back in a year's time. As strange as it may sound it didn't bother me and I just went on to the next person." Weren't you disappointed at all? "No, I can't say I was. Somehow if it was something art related I think I would have been." When I ask him why he chose photography over art in the end Wouters tells me: "With art you have to make things up constantly, with photography you get a chance to pick from several facts. In reality breathtaking things take place, things you never could have imagined. I think that's amazing."</p>
<p><em>Check out Herman's work at hermanwouters.nl</em></p>
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<title><![CDATA[My favourite poetry]]></title>
<link>http://dahhhrabbit.wordpress.com/?p=18</link>
<pubDate>Sun, 12 Oct 2008 07:18:16 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>dahrabbit</dc:creator>
<guid>http://dahhhrabbit.da.wordpress.com/2008/10/12/18/</guid>
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“Trebuie sa fii totdeauna beat. Totul e in aceasta: e unica problema. Ca sa nu simti oribila pova]]></description>
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“Trebuie sa fii totdeauna beat. Totul e in aceasta: e unica problema. Ca sa nu simti oribila povara a TIMPULUI care iti zdrobeste umerii si te pleaca la pamant, sa va imbatati mereu. Cu ce? Cu vin, poezie sau virtute, cum va place . Oricum, imbatati-va!”<br />
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<title><![CDATA[St.Anger]]></title>
<link>http://dahhhrabbit.wordpress.com/?p=10</link>
<pubDate>Sat, 11 Oct 2008 21:47:04 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>dahrabbit</dc:creator>
<guid>http://dahhhrabbit.da.wordpress.com/2008/10/11/stanger/</guid>
<description><![CDATA[ ** Cu toti avem momentele noastre de incordare, cand ai da orice sa imparti un pumn in stanga di in]]></description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p> ** Cu toti avem momentele noastre de incordare, cand ai da orice sa imparti un pumn in stanga di in dreapta, si vrei sa calci in picioare pe acel cineva care pur si simpu iti strica tie armonia. ei bine cam asa decurg lucrurile in mintea mea, pentru ca in realitate mai ma abtin, mai inchid ochii... **</p>
<p>"Inaintez pe strada cu viteza unui melc de curse , ii privesc pe cei din jurul meu , par a nu avea nici o grija , zambesc , rad , spun glume mai bune ca oricand si asta ma face sa ma simt prost . Cu 3 luni in urma eu eram cel mai mare comic din lume , la glumele mele radeau chiar si presedintii celor mai importante state . Daaaah , ce bine era sa fiu in centrul atentiei , aveam contracte cu cele mai importante televiziuni din lume , eram asigurat pe cel putin 20 de ani , banii deja incepusera sa curga garla . Dar...(intotdeauna exista un dar in astfel de situatii)...intr-o dimineata cand am deschis televizorul , trebuia sa inceapa unul dintre fenomenalele mele showri , ce vad , emisiunea este intrerupta de o editie speciala a buletinului de stiri , in direct , dintr-o locatie secreta . Cica se stransesera conducatorii marilor puteri sa hotarasca modul de distrugere a tuturor focoaselor nucleare existente.<br />
Cand am vazut una ca asta am sarit in picioare si am inceput sa strig : "Blasfemie! Jignire! Nerusinare!  Cum au indraznit sa-mi intrerupa emisiunea ?! Mie, cel mai iubit ,cel mai dorit om din lume ?!!! Mie, care la fiecare emisiune aveam rating de 100% ??!! Faptul ca urlam ca disperatu' se pare ca i-a deranjat pe vecinii mei , (singurii oameni de pe planeta care ma urau) care au dat buzna in apartamentul meu , spargandu-mi usa , m-au imobilizat si mi-au indesat in gura sosetele nespalate de mai bine de 2 luni.</p>
<p>O furie nemarginita ma cuprinde cand un politist imi spune o gluma de-a mea fara sa ma recunoasca , ii dau un pumn in nas si acesta cade la pamant , ii iau pistolul si ii trag un glont in cap . Ma uit in jur si lumea fuge ingrozita , incep sa trag la nimereala in cine este mai aproape de mine , copii , femei ,batrani , iar acestia cad inrosind trotuarul . Gloantele din pistol se termina dar eu apas pe tragaci in cotinuare . Cand realizez ca pistolul e gol il arunc si o iau la fuga dupa oamenii care seamana mai degaraba cu o cireada de vaci scapate de sub control . Strig dupa ei "Stati nu va vreau raul ,a fost o greseala ,duceti-ma la puscarie , condamnati-ma la moarte , orice numai amintiti-va cine am fost ! "Cad in genunchi , imi pun Mainile in cap si strig cat ma tine gura "Ajutoooooor !"Un singur barbat , neras , slab , imbracat in zdrente si un pic beat se opreste si se apropie de mine cu teama dar o depaseste si ajunge langa mine.<br />
Imi sopteste la ureche "Te cunosc , tu esti jurnalistul care a transmis stirea despre bombe , nu-i asa?"<br />
La auzul acestor vorbe aceeasi furie nemarginita de mai devreme ma cuprinde . Din nou , mainile imi tremura si cauta ceva , nu stiu ce , mana stanga atinge ceva lung si rece , era o teava de metal . Omul intampina loviturile puternice cu tipete si strigate dupa ajutor , dar nimeni nu-l ajuta pentru ca e prea ocupat sa-si salveze propriai piele . In cinci minute omul nu mai misca , statea intr-o balta de sange , cu fata in sus, care dupa loviturile repetate , nu se mai deslusea , nu mai puteai spune ca in locul nasului s-ar fi aflat vreodata asa ceva . Gura nu mai avea dinti intregi si parca ranjea la mine facandu-mi in ciuda . Asta m-a facut sa urlu ca un animal salbatic , m-am repezit spre masina primei mele victime , am pornit girofarul si am pornit la vanatoare de "animale". Cand prind cate unul acesta ori se izbeste de parbriz ori intra sub masina care ruleaza cu 90 km/h . Parbrizul este rosu si crapat , nu mai vad pe unde merg . Cu piciorul apasat pe acceleratie scot capul pe geam si la un metru de masina vad zidul unei banci pe care scria :<br />
"AICI INCEPE VIATA TA".</p>
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<title><![CDATA[When did the definition of Marriage change?]]></title>
<link>http://blaqsage.wordpress.com/?p=539</link>
<pubDate>Sat, 11 Oct 2008 21:39:26 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>blaqsage</dc:creator>
<guid>http://blaqsage.da.wordpress.com/2008/10/11/when-did-the-definiation-of-marriage-change/</guid>
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If the traditional definition of marriage  is the state of being united to a person of the opposit]]></description>
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<p><img class="alignright" title="married" src="http://www.finalcall.com/artman/uploads/black_marriage_gr1.jpg" alt="" width="93" height="203" /></p>
<p>If the traditional definition of marriage <span class="sense_break"><span class="sense_content"> is the state of being united to a person of the opposite sex as husband or wife in a consensual and contractual relationship recognized by law, when was the union of two people, of the same sex, added to this definition?  It doesn't make any sense to me.</span></span></p>
<p>I can think of 2 people in my family involved in this kind of activity, but it's not something I condone.  I was taught growing up in the "church" that marriage was a privilege a man and a woman held that cemented their promise of obligation toward each other.  It's like two pieces of a puzzle that just fit.  I am of that generation where everyone decided to "come out."  I don't want to see all that!  It's a sickness to me and I would prefer we were still in my grandparent's day where you just stayed in the closet.  Way back in the darkest part of the closet.  We were meant to procreate.  It's the natural order of things.</p>
<p>That's why it's very important that a child is either raised by both parents, or surrounded by caring adults, male and female.  It's not normal for a male child to be influenced by his mother alone.  I was a single parent, but made sure my sons were influenced by my brothers, uncles, father and cousins.  I can't teach a boy to be a man.  Only a man can.</p>
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<title><![CDATA[Dublin By Night]]></title>
<link>http://livefreeandridehard.wordpress.com/?p=123</link>
<pubDate>Sat, 11 Oct 2008 15:35:36 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>nicodu74</dc:creator>
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<title><![CDATA[Vietnam aims to meet international standards by 2010]]></title>
<link>http://baovietnam2.wordpress.com/2008/10/11/vietnam-aims-to-meet-international-standards-by-2010/</link>
<pubDate>Sat, 11 Oct 2008 09:18:10 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>Bao Viet Nam</dc:creator>
<guid>http://baovietnam2.da.wordpress.com/2008/10/11/vietnam-aims-to-meet-international-standards-by-2010/</guid>
<description><![CDATA[Hanoi (VNA) – Vietnam plans to completely transform its standards system to become compatible with]]></description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><I><B>Hanoi (VNA) – </B></I>Vietnam plans to completely transform its standards system to become compatible with the global system by the end of 2010.<BR><BR>The plan was announced at a meeting to celebrate World Standards Day (Oct. 14) in Hanoi on Oct. 8.<BR><BR>The Vietnamese Government has encouraged local and foreign individuals, organisations and overseas Vietnamese to participate in establishing standards and technical criteria as well as investing in activities related to this field, head of the national standards watchdog Ngo Quy Viet said. <BR><BR>Viet also affirmed that the Government has encouraged the expansion of international cooperation in the field of standards and technical criteria, with respect to equality and mutual benefit.<BR><BR>This year’s World Standards Day is themed “Intelligent and Sustainable Buildings ”, aiming to achieve a level of standardisation throughout the construction industry, a sector that has a huge influence upon the nation’s economy, society and the environment.-</p>
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<title><![CDATA[After The Fall]]></title>
<link>http://pookinetdotcom.wordpress.com/?p=213</link>
<pubDate>Sat, 11 Oct 2008 07:33:09 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>pookinet</dc:creator>
<guid>http://pookinetdotcom.da.wordpress.com/2008/10/11/after-the-fall/</guid>
<description><![CDATA[current music: the classic crime - just a man

Hello there. So yesterday me and my friend Valtteri (]]></description>
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<p align="justify">Hello there. So yesterday me and my friend Valtteri (from work) went to Caribia here in Turku to see The (mighty) Hellacopters on their farewell tour "The Tour Before the Fall". Opening up for them was also swedish rock band called 'Demons', their set was quite decent and a good start for the evening. They played for about 25 minutes or so and the wait for the main act wasn't too long, thankfully. When the copters took over the stage and opened up with "Hopeless Case of a Kid in Denial" the place, including myself, blew up and for over an hour forward the place was rockin'. Some songs i remember them playing included "Carry me home", "The Devil Stole the Beat from the Lord", "Everything's on TV" and "I'm in the Band" only to mention a few. As encore they did the amazing "By the Grace of God" and "Gotta get some Action (Now!)". After the show my ears was ringing and voice gone but that's ok. I really enjoyed the show. I especially enjoyed watching Robert drumming, what an amazing rock drummer! One other aspect of the copters i love is of course the main man, Nicke, his voice is one of the best in this genre and live it sounds incredible. Nicke's guitar work is also admirable and the dual guitar solo's, greatness. (I'm sorry, this post is quite messy, just woke up and way too excited over yesterday). All in all, a great experience and a great farewell from one of the greatest rock and roll acts of today.</p>
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<div><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">peace love and understanding,<br />
<span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"> -pooki</span></span></span></p>
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<title><![CDATA[Bleach - 189 [Subbed by Dattebayo]]]></title>
<link>http://demolitionzinfo.wordpress.com/?p=95</link>
<pubDate>Sat, 11 Oct 2008 03:48:33 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>animedemolitionz</dc:creator>
<guid>http://demolitionzinfo.da.wordpress.com/2008/10/11/bleach-189-subbed-by-dattebayo/</guid>
<description><![CDATA[Bleach Season 8 (atau 9) telah memasukin episode puncaknya (halah). Pertarungan sengit antara Ichigo]]></description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Bleach Season 8 (atau 9) telah memasukin episode puncaknya (halah). Pertarungan sengit antara Ichigo melawan Amagai akan berakhir disini. Bagaimanakah akhir pertarungan mereka?</p>
<p>Download episodenya dengan mengeklik link dibawah ini:<br />
- <a href="http://dattebayo.com/t/b189.torrent">Download Link#1</a></p>
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<title><![CDATA[Contare record con un ciclo vs funzione count]]></title>
<link>http://lucabellomi.wordpress.com/?p=141</link>
<pubDate>Fri, 10 Oct 2008 13:13:03 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>madlyuk</dc:creator>
<guid>http://lucabellomi.da.wordpress.com/2008/10/10/contare-record-con-un-ciclo-vs-funzione-count/</guid>
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Supponiamo di voler contare banalmente i record di una tabella. Un primo metodo potrebbe essere cic]]></description>
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<p style="text-align:left;">Supponiamo di voler contare banalmente i record di una tabella. Un primo metodo potrebbe essere ciclare i record della tabella:</p>
<p>miaTabella t;<br />
int contatore;<br />
;</p>
<p>while select t<br />
{<br />
contatore++;<br />
}<br />
Info("Numero record:"+int2str(contatore));</p>
<p>Anche se è una “fatica” inutile dato che possiamo sfruttare il metodo “count” che comprime il codice:</p>
<p>miaTabella t;<br />
int contatore;<br />
;</p>
<p>select count(recId) from t;<br />
Info("Numero record:"+int2str(t.recId));</p>
<p>ATTENZIONE!<br />
Ci sono alcuni casi in cui non è possibile però usare il metodo count(). Mi trovo, infatti, nella situazione di dover contare i record di una tabella raggruppata per uno specifico campo come in questo esempio:</p>
<p>mioCampo:<br />
2<br />
2<br />
7<br />
7<br />
7<br />
9</p>
<p>I record contati non dovrebbero essere 6, ma il risultato che vorrei ottenere è 3 ovvero il conteggio della tabella raggruppata per quello specifico campo:</p>
<p>mioCampo:<br />
2<br />
7<br />
9</p>
<p>In questo caso il count() dei record darebbe come risultato 1.</p>
<p>select count(recId) from miaTabella group by mioCampo;<br />
contatore = miaTabella.recId;<br />
risultato: contatore = 1;</p>
<p>questo perché viene fatto il raggruppamento per ogni valore trovato nei record e subito il count, ovvero,  raggruppo per 2 con count = 2, poi raggruppo per 7 con count = 9, infine raggruppo per 9 con count = 1.<br />
In questa siamo costretti a ciclare i record come segue:</p>
<p>while select miaTabella group by mioCampo<br />
{<br />
cntatore++;<br />
}</p>
<p>In questo caso il contatore restituisce il numero di record della tabella gia raggruppata, ovvero 3.</p>
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<title><![CDATA[credit card identity theft]]></title>
<link>http://avoididentitythefts.wordpress.com/2008/10/09/credit-card-identity-theft/</link>
<pubDate>Thu, 09 Oct 2008 17:55:51 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>Avoid identity theft</dc:creator>
<guid>http://avoididentitythefts.da.wordpress.com/2008/10/09/credit-card-identity-theft/</guid>
<description><![CDATA[credit card identity theft
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<title><![CDATA[Aguamarina, by Carolina Martínez de las Rivas]]></title>
<link>http://natxodiegoblog.wordpress.com/?p=79</link>
<pubDate>Thu, 09 Oct 2008 00:14:48 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>natxxxo</dc:creator>
<guid>http://natxodiegoblog.da.wordpress.com/2008/10/09/aguamarina-by-carolina-martinez-de-las-rivas/</guid>
<description><![CDATA[aguamarina
Logotipo para Aguamarina, una tienda en Marbella, de ropa tipo ibicenca (lino, algodón, ]]></description>
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<p>Logotipo para Aguamarina, una tienda en Marbella, de ropa tipo ibicenca (lino, algodón, etc). El imagotipo no es original, el texto sí.</p>
<p>Podéis pasaros por allí cualquier tarde de estas por el centro, muy cerquita de la Plaza de Los Naranjos. Precios asequibles para vestir con buen gusto.</p>
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<title><![CDATA[Paramore - Riot! (album review)]]></title>
<link>http://northernlabs.wordpress.com/?p=318</link>
<pubDate>Wed, 08 Oct 2008 20:35:15 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>MaSh</dc:creator>
<guid>http://northernlabs.da.wordpress.com/2008/10/08/paramore-riot-album-review/</guid>
<description><![CDATA[Paramore’s follow-up to debut album ‘All We Know Is Falling’ has come at an ideal time. Their ]]></description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a href="http://www.paramore.org/" target="_blank">Paramore’s</a> follow-up to debut album ‘<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/All_We_Know_Is_Falling" target="_blank">All We Know Is Falling</a>’ has come at an ideal time. Their popularity seems to be growing by the day, and with such stunning <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KiR838VOCrA" target="_blank">acoustic performances</a> by Hayley Williams (vocals) hitting youtube, it’s easy to see, and hear, why. Hayley Williams has such a powerful voice, hitting notes spot on at will, but not only that, the emotion she puts into the songs really comes across - if it wasn’t for her sensational vocal abilities, the band may well have been seen as just another teen band. But thankfully, someone did notice, and gave them a record deal. It wouldn’t be fair to not mention the rest of the band, and although the focus is somewhat inevitably on the gorgeous feisty redhead front-woman, Josh (lead guitar), Jeremy (Bass), and Zac (Drums) are just as charismatic on stage from what I’ve seen, and are obviously talented on their respective instruments. Indeed, Josh creates such instantly catchy guitar riffs that always fit perfectly with the feel of the song.</p>
<p><img src="http://i84.photobucket.com/albums/k10/CityInTheClouds/Paramore.jpg" alt="" /></p>
<p>After listening to <a>Riot!</a> through the first time, the first striking thing is that the variety in the songs is brilliant. There are slow melodies which show off Hayley’s voice perfectly, fast up-tempo songs that are more catchy than anything you will hear in the charts, and even within these songs have variation in the tempo, notably in ‘That’s What You Get’, which is a ridiculously catchy song, and also in ‘crushcrushcrush’. Songs like ‘We Are Broken’ and ‘When It Rains’ and ‘Hallelujah’ are absolutely made for someone with a voice as spectacular as Hayley’s, both songs are so emotional and have meaning that really comes across in the song. The first single from the album, ‘Misery Business’, is a fantastic mix of pop/punk that has a typical Paramore style to it, but also has from the sound of it, personal experience. For example, “Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!!” is rejecting the Paris Hilton’s of the world, which needs to be said quite frankly, and anyone who has seen the video will know this is the theme for the song. This goes for all the other songs as well, each is distinctive and at the same time gets a point across by using meaningful lyrics.</p>
<p style="text-align:center;"><img src="http://i84.photobucket.com/albums/k10/CityInTheClouds/paramore7vy.jpg" alt="" /></p>
<p>In complete contrast to my recent Linkin Park review, Paramore have not changed from their pop/punk roots, and fans of the original album will defiantly recognise the catchy choruses, and be singing along within minutes. In fact, anyone who doesn’t sing along to ‘That’s What You Get’ might have something wrong with them. On the downside, it is arguably a short album being only 38 minutes long, but when the songs are as varied and well crafted as they are, it doesn’t need to be longer. Living up to the utterly flawless debut album release was always going to be tough, but I think they just about manage it.</p>
<p style="text-align:center;"><img src="http://i84.photobucket.com/albums/k10/CityInTheClouds/146489.jpg" alt="" /></p>
<p>The energy, emotion and truly talented band members in Paramore are really refreshing to listen to. Whether you’re in the mood to relax or have a mosh, there’s a song to fit, and while Paramore have definitely matured since the debut album, (which shows throughout Riot! In the lyrics and song construction) they’re sound remains as it should; exciting, upbeat and above all, fun. So, while not as good as ‘All We Know Is Falling’ the album is carried by a truly magnificent vocal performance, catchy sing-along choruses, well varied tempos, and excellent guitar riffs, for me make this one of the best albums of the year.</p>
<p>Overall - <strong>9/10</strong></p>
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<title><![CDATA[city tours]]></title>
<link>http://citysightsny.wordpress.com/2008/10/08/city-tours/</link>
<pubDate>Wed, 08 Oct 2008 16:36:20 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>myguodong</dc:creator>
<guid>http://citysightsny.da.wordpress.com/2008/10/08/city-tours/</guid>
<description><![CDATA[city tours
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<title><![CDATA[Seven more solid waste plants to be built by 2020]]></title>
<link>http://baovietnam2.wordpress.com/2008/10/08/seven-more-solid-waste-plants-to-be-built-by-2020/</link>
<pubDate>Wed, 08 Oct 2008 13:35:59 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>Bao Viet Nam</dc:creator>
<guid>http://baovietnam2.da.wordpress.com/2008/10/08/seven-more-solid-waste-plants-to-be-built-by-2020/</guid>
<description><![CDATA[ Seven inter-provincial solid waste treatment facilities will be constructed throughout the country ]]></description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p> Seven inter-provincial solid waste treatment facilities will be constructed throughout the country between now and 2020, under a master plan approved by the Prime Minister on October 6.<BR><BR>The construction, which will have a total investment of nearly 9.7 trillion VND (around 598 million USD), is expected to improve the efficiency in the treatment of solid waste, particularly harmful ones, to help ensure urban areas and industrial zones develop in a stable and sustainable manner.<BR><BR>According to the plan, certified domestic recycling technology will be prioritised in solid waste treatment and all economic sectors will be encouraged to join in the field.-</p>
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<title><![CDATA[Gov’t cuts petrol price by VND500]]></title>
<link>http://baovietnam2.wordpress.com/2008/10/08/gov%e2%80%99t-cuts-petrol-price-by-vnd500/</link>
<pubDate>Wed, 08 Oct 2008 10:41:27 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>Bao Viet Nam</dc:creator>
<guid>http://baovietnam2.da.wordpress.com/2008/10/08/gov%e2%80%99t-cuts-petrol-price-by-vnd500/</guid>
<description><![CDATA[





A petrol pump attendant fills a motorcyclist’s tank at a filling station on Tran Hung Dao St]]></description>
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<TD><FONT face="Verdana" color="#800000" size="1">A petrol pump attendant fills a motorcyclist’s tank at a filling station on Tran Hung Dao Street. The retail price of A92 petrol fell by VND500 (US$0.03) per litre nationwide today to VND16,500. — VNS Photo Truong Vi</FONT></TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE></DIV><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">HA NOI — The retail price of A92 petrol fell by VND500 (US$0.03) per litre nationwide today to VND16,500, following a decision by the Ministry of Finance.</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">This is the third time distributors have cut petrol prices. The first cut occurred on August 14, with A92 petrol dropping VND1,000 per litre to VND18,000. The second cut took place two weeks later, with the price dropping a further VND1,000 to VND17,000 per litre.</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">Meanwhile, the prices of kerosene and diesel remained unchanged.</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">The Government said the decision to cut the domestic oil price was made in response to sharply decreasing global oil prices.</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">The world oil price hit a record high of US$147.27 per barrel on July 11. Yesterday it hovered around the $88-per-barrel mark, its lowest level for eight months.</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">Importers said the modest decrease in the oil price was justified because they had incurred large losses when the price reached record highs of around $140 per barrel.</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">They added that the VND500 cut was based on considerations of profits and losses over the whole of the year.</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">An official from the Viet Nam National Petroleum Corp (Petrolimex) said it was difficult to predict market trends but that if the world oil price fell further, the local price would decrease accordingly.</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">In a bid to recoup losses, the MoF, in decision No 85/2008/QD-BTC, asked petroleum distributors and importers to set aside from their monthly pre-tax profit VND1,000 per litre of petrol sold to pay the State budget.</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">If the source of capital was not enough to pay debts, enterprises must use other capital sources to settle debts. Payments must start in October, the ministry said.</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">According to the Finance Ministry, the State spent thousands of billions of dong compensating petroleum firms for losses incurred while the global oil price soared.</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">In addition, the State’s zero per cent import tax on oil cost the country around VND25 trillion ($1.5 billion).</FONT></P><br />
<P align="left"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size="3">Deputy head of the Price Management Department under the Ministry of Finance Nguyen Thi Thanh Huong said total losses incurred by petrol distributors up to July 21 reached VND3 trillion ($181.8 million). —</p>
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<title><![CDATA[Tragiskt...]]></title>
<link>http://bloggdonkey.wordpress.com/?p=48</link>
<pubDate>Wed, 08 Oct 2008 07:00:32 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>ROLMOD</dc:creator>
<guid>http://bloggdonkey.da.wordpress.com/2008/10/08/tragiskt/</guid>
<description><![CDATA[Tänk att man flyttar från en håla till en annan håla/by och ändå hälsar man glatt varje morg]]></description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Tänk att man flyttar från en håla till en annan håla/by och ändå hälsar man glatt varje morgon på en gammal kamrat från hålan man flydde från. Nu är det ju inte femhundratusenmiljoner mil emellan hålan och byn, men det känns ändå tragiskt. Där sitter han framför sin dator på jobb och viftar med handen och ler lika stort som Jokern i Batman när jag susar förbi på min Monark klockan 7.45 varje morgon.. Undrar vad han tänker?</p>
<p>Det är för jävligt.</p>
<p>Nu ska jag tävla...</p>
<p><img class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-49" title="bond" src="http://bloggdonkey.wordpress.com/files/2008/10/bond.jpg" alt="" /></p>
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<title><![CDATA[Furry/Hip Hop Honors]]></title>
<link>http://steeny.wordpress.com/?p=63</link>
<pubDate>Wed, 08 Oct 2008 03:37:47 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>steeny</dc:creator>
<guid>http://steeny.da.wordpress.com/2008/10/07/furryhip-hop-honors/</guid>
<description><![CDATA[Squirrels are amazing. I see them through all parts of their lives&#8230;I think. Dead, run over, gu]]></description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Squirrels are amazing. I see them through all parts of their lives...I think. Dead, run over, guts spilling out, jumping, running, climbing up trees, running on fences...y'know. So today I got outta class early so I just sat outside waiting until it was time to go to my next class. And I observed a squirrel for a good 15 minutes or so...And they're amazing! First I saw it with food in its mouth, didn't really care, so I turned back around. Then a few seconds later it was running in front of me to get to a tree...it went hella high up! Higher than I've seen a squirrel go! Then it came back down with another acorn or somethin...dug a hole with its tiny ass paws, buried it, covered it, and went back for more! I think it was storing food for winter.</p>
<p>Last night the boyfriend and I watched Hip Hop Honors together. They paid tribute to Cypress Hill, Naughty By nature, De La Soul, Slick Rick, and Too Short. I LOVED IT!!!!! I wonder what it feels like to be there, to have other famous rappers/hip hop legends perform your song...then afterwards go and just kick it. Siiiiigh. And I wouldn't have picked anyone else to watch it with. I mean...it's what brought us together :)</p>
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<title><![CDATA[A Decade Torn By Two]]></title>
<link>http://evilocity.wordpress.com/?p=133</link>
<pubDate>Wed, 08 Oct 2008 03:13:44 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>Zack</dc:creator>
<guid>http://evilocity.da.wordpress.com/2008/10/08/a-decade-torn-by-two/</guid>
<description><![CDATA[I visited Zahirah&#8217;s house yesterday after a decade long absence, since late mother&#8217;s pas]]></description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I visited Zahirah's house yesterday after a decade long absence, since late mother's passing. It was a opportunity not to be missed, it was a chance to salam her mother's hands. Could see wide smiles being carved on their faces, nothing surprising though.</p>
<p>Double standards, girls that I date whom my late mother does not share connection with the girl's mother; support from my family members and father would be low for the relationship.</p>
<p>Girls that I date whom my late mother shares connection with the girl's mother; support from my family members and father would be exceptionally high. The support would be to the extend that they would approve a marriage between the girl and myself.</p>
<p>What exactly happened yesterday?</p>
<p>Even after ten years, the memory hasn't fade and people still favor for me. Especially Zahirah and Diyanah's mom, it has caused some jealousy and fury but there's nothing to worry about. They publicly in front of everyone and myself, declared without a doubt that they wish me to be their son-in-law. That's where I am torn apart, I can see Ira's and Yana's eye gleeming after that statement was made by their mom.</p>
<p>I'm sure they are elated but I'm not, I've just been placed in a tight spot. The main question right now is, which girl do I choose? It was my late mother's promised to their mothers that I would marry one of them and they still hold on to that promise. I'm expected to fulfill it, even my family members expect it to be fulfilled especially my dad.</p>
<p>This question has been running on my mind since I left the house:-</p>
<p style="text-align:center;">Zahirah or Diyanah?</p>
<p style="text-align:center;">Zahirah or Diyanah?</p>
<p style="text-align:center;">Zahirah or Diyanah?</p>
<p style="text-align:center;">Zahirah or Diyanah?</p>
<p style="text-align:center;">Zahirah or Diyanah?</p>
<p style="text-align:center;">
<p style="text-align:left;">My dad is not in favour of me dating any other girl besides the either of them. It's not going to be easy a decision, because this would determine who I would be marrying in future.</p>
<p style="text-align:left;">I would take off some time...think about it.</p>
<p style="text-align:left;">Till then...</p>
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<title><![CDATA[Tales of The Abyss - 01 [Subbed by Shinsen-Subs]]]></title>
<link>http://demolitionzinfo.wordpress.com/?p=81</link>
<pubDate>Tue, 07 Oct 2008 07:44:35 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>animedemolitionz</dc:creator>
<guid>http://demolitionzinfo.da.wordpress.com/2008/10/07/tales-of-the-abyss-01-subbed-by-shinsen-subs/</guid>
<description><![CDATA[Tales of The Abyss Episode 1 Subbed by Shinsen-Subs. 
Aku belmu nulis reviewnya, padahal udah 2 epis]]></description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Tales of The Abyss Episode 1 Subbed by Shinsen-Subs. </p>
<p>Aku belmu nulis reviewnya, padahal udah 2 episode lho yang tayang. Reviewnya menyusul ya...</p>
<p>Silahkan klik link link di bawah ini untuk download :<br />
- <a href="http://bt.shinsen-subs.org/%5BShinsen-Subs%5D_Tales_of_the_Abyss_-_01_%5BH.264%5D%5BEAEBA70C%5D.mkv.torrent">Download Link#1</a></p>
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<title><![CDATA[Gundam 00 S2 - 01 [Subbed by Nyoron-Fansub]]]></title>
<link>http://demolitionzinfo.wordpress.com/?p=78</link>
<pubDate>Tue, 07 Oct 2008 07:38:59 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>animedemolitionz</dc:creator>
<guid>http://demolitionzinfo.da.wordpress.com/2008/10/07/gundam-00-s2-01-the-angles-second-advent-download/</guid>
<description><![CDATA[Review episodenya udah kutulis kemarin, tapi belum selesai&#8230;
Bagi yang mau download episodenya,]]></description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Review episodenya udah kutulis kemarin, tapi belum selesai...</p>
<p>Bagi yang mau download episodenya, silahkan klik link dibawah ini :<br />
- <a href="http://a.scarywater.net/nyoron/%5BNyoron%20Subs%5D%20Mobile%20Suit%20Gundam%2000%20S2%20-%2001%20(1280x720%20AAC%20x264)%20%5B13FF85B3%5D.mkv.torrent">Download Link#1</a></p>
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<title><![CDATA[Too Through With You]]></title>
<link>http://asilee.wordpress.com/?p=20</link>
<pubDate>Tue, 07 Oct 2008 03:05:37 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>kiqroqzgraphiqz</dc:creator>
<guid>http://asilee.da.wordpress.com/2008/10/07/too-through-with-you/</guid>
<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m at home on my computer cause even the thought of using that despicable computer of my ]]></description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I'm at home on my computer cause even the thought of using that despicable computer of my "boyfriends" makes my stomach hurt. Yea, this is another thread about him. Its not going to many more of these.</p>
<p>This nigga's actions speak so much louder than words. Its not like he don't know shit. Its not like keep the nigga in the dark about shit. He don't care. He'll get all gussied up to go to some funky ass comedy show but when we go out he just wash under his arms and put on something that he had on that following day or just say he ready. I mean even though we are just going to the movies. At least care enough about your appearance. I mean shit when I leave from here it look like I'm going some where important and all I'm doing is to go see him and to just sit in the apartment the whole day playing video games.</p>
<p>I was sitting at the bus stop thinking about so much shit it almost brung tears to my eyes. I'm sick of blogging this shit out. If he didn't make it feel like telling him would be a waste of his time listening maybe I would tell him. If he didn't make me feel like my feelings are something not getting so worked up over then maybe I would have enough courage to tell him about himself.</p>
<p>He makes me so damned angry. I never gotten this angry over anyone I've ever been with. This relationship is truly not meant to be. I pictured me telling him to his face that I can't do it any more and that I'm not in love with him any more and just breaking into tears. I never almost cried or gotten this angry over any relationship. EVER.</p>
<p>Being there more often and around him made me see the person for who he really is. Yea yea he tries and what not but it don't last. It only last when I say something and if I keep saying something. But no he don't do it cause it hurts me, he only do it to fill the void. Yea he don't shit to call his own, no money, nothing to show for what he went to school for but I loved him anyway for the personality I thought I knew but I don't any more. I don't know who the fuck he is at all. I thought I didn't know him before; well its beyond that. I never felt so much anger when I half-look at him.</p>
<p>He don't compliment me or nothing, we don't converse like adults. We don't connect. Only on a lets call each other names and bash each other level. Not on an serious level, that shit don't exist. If I was to say that to him, he would say either I would get mad or why don't I say these things? It wouldn't matter because he already got it set in his mind that he know me. Actually telling him the reasons why would fly right over his short ass. I don't get angry all the time.</p>
<p>Lately though, he hasn't been considering nothing of me. This feeling of neglect has a strong hold on me and yes he has been neglecting me this past week and this week.  I only see him so often now. Whats fucked up, I'M THERE! Not over here, but there. He'll stay in the same room with me for five damned seconds but his love of his life, that sad, abuse, poor excuse for a computer beckons him every single minute that he's around. I try to think of things to keep my mind occupied and what not, I try to do things to keep me from getting angry. I try so hard but I can't deny the fact that this relationship is for the birds.</p>
<p>I put my all in the relationships I get in. Even when I have my doubts. i try helping out the best way I can. I try. He don't realize what he has in front of him. He don't care, he only trying to get in where he fit in. With his small ass, thats every where. I can't win, at all. Its either say something and get told you're wrong in all types of ways but one. Or not say anything and feel worse than if you open your mouth. I'm not the one to give up on things like this. Like he say I give up to easily. No the hell I don't, I'm just sick of fighting for affection, attention, love. Cause he say it but I seriously don't believe it. When I hear it, I hear, I hate you, I hurt you, I don't love you. When I read it, its as blank as my face right now. The spark that once was in love with this nigga is gone. I don't even know if I just love him not. I would have to sit and think about that.</p>
<p>He never even told me why he love me or even like me around. I shake my head cause I'm realizing so much shit its sickening. I'm tired, the more I think the more I so ready to give up &#38; now that I've thought about it for the last two weeks or so. Its time to completely forget about him.</p>
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